KRISTEN Stewart really is ashamed of herself.
The actress has pulled out of a TV awards ceremony she was due to host with her ex-boyfriend Robert Pattinson.
The pair were lined up to appear as presenters at the MTV Video Music Awards in Los Angeles next month.
But Kristen, 22, is now heading to the Toronto International Film Festival to promote her movie ‘On The Road’ instead.
Their appearance would have been the first time they have been seen together in public since her fling with married Snow White and the Huntsman director Rupert Sanders, 41, was revealed.
Insiders say 26-year-old Robert will now attend the show alone.
“Bosses were hoping that Kristen and Robert would be surprise guests before this scandal blew up,” a source said.
“The idea was for them to jointly present awards…but that has been changed.”
Meanwhile, Kristen has been pouring her heart out to Pattinson in handwritten notes and text messages.
“She’s sent Rob handwritten notes — dozens of them — begging him to take her back,” a source told America’s Life & Style magazine.
“She says things like, ‘I can’t live without you. I love you. You are the one, and I made the biggest mistake of my life’.
“Kristen has offered to do everything to win Rob’s heart back — she even suggested couples therapy, which is a big change for her.
“She said they could talk everything out with a third party. She simply won’t back down.
“She text-messages him all day, and Rob just sends one-word answers back.”
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